on a thursday, went to meet hl,pq and lp for steamboat, and a rare guest came along. our long lost friend- cum my ex-beancurd lover, CHONG HONG.

after dinner, tossed a coin and off we went to west coast park for chit chat till 2 am !!

before that, they were saying that i will confirm play at the play ground, in the end, all of them climb this stupid thing (see picture below) and i was like complaining - wao rao eh, so much sands!!! it was really a nice catch up session. it brings back so many memories.

all thanks to CHONG HONG !!! keep telling me the things we did in the past. beancurd, BGNP,

taekwondo, and he actually can remembered about so many others things , like we quarreled about me being a christian, he picked me up from church and macdonalds with my sibs.

it really bring back some smile to me. anyway, i wish him all the best with his current gf, and stop changing gf. AHAHAHAH.

friday night- went to meet the girls for dinner and one altitude. one altitude was so freaking hot then we left after a beer. and we decided to buy drinks and sit by the river. saw this vending machine, BUT we got not enuff coins. and i saw this guy, i asked him for coins, he passed me $2 plus and ran off. i was like, do i look like a beggar. ahahaha. ok, thanks to that kind person !!!

i've heard a mill that people commented on my temper. they couldn't understand how understanding i can be. how can i bear to allow my bf flirting around with others.

for a matter a fact, actually i really can. cos, i know humans all like new things. to girls, is bags or shoes and clothes. but for men, is either cars or women. so,why not, as long as there is no feeling attached.

But, i am sad to say that this is really beyond my tolerance level.

i am not pissed at the flirting part.

but excuses me, i am sleeping with you, and your girls call you in the middle of night at 3 am ? or either at 7 am ? i know these people no need to work, but sad to say my mother don't owe a bank and you are literally not feeding me, i HAVE TO WORK!!!

and being a light sleeper, i always wake up just because all your fling call you one by one ? can you kindly ask them to fcuking get a life ?

he could actually argued with me that my phone is also always ringing.

isn't this so contradicting ? once he scolded me off, because i didn't pick up his call. this is basically because, my phone is on SILENT WITHOUT VIBRATION !!!! so on which rule you want to defend at ?

when enough is enough.

he didn't even think that it's any of his fault at all.

he thinks that i am throwing my temper.

if you like to talk on the phone so much with either your guys' friend, your boss, or your girls.... why dun u call all of them out and sit down tgt and talk as much as you can. maybe you all can talk for 10 years.

i am like staying with him and he preferred to talk on the phone. then might as well ask all of them to stay at your house, then you can save on the phone bills.

The most pissed of thing is that, he can talk to this particular person, when we are outside, he can talk from we start eating till we ended our dinner. so ? might as well you eat with your phone ?

i cannot imagined that i am soo pissed off that, i have already packed everything. i am going hk on mon, and i will prob will never return.

i have done already so much for this person. he doesn't even know where he keep his own stuff. but forget it. he can never learn to appreciate all this.

though, i admit, another person had already caught my attention. but either me or him had initiated anything at all.

anyway, i promise this time it will a mutual and peaceful break-up.

ok, on a brighter side, i signed up for volunteer service at singapore prison force, and glad to know via email today, that i can actually start my volunteer job in a mth time. basically, i will be giving them some encouragement and tuition.