now that i cannot sleep at this hour, most prob i got the booster from the migraine pills i took.

I've shifted home, because he said he need some personal space.

which we took this as a sort of cooling down period, actually what he said was quite true. i've been staying in his house for so long that i've become much of a bummer.

things changed so much, the salon closed down, lift grading is alr done.

it's just struck me that what have i achieved do far ?

though, i would miss the days where i just laze at home, waiting for him to come home to buy me my dinner, but i guess i had wasted much of my 3 years putting someone else as priority.

there is so much things that i want to do.

i want to complete my studies, before i really decide what i want to major in. b once said, taking maketing is the best choice, actually now that i would think for myself, that might not be what i really want.

i need to take my license, which i could done it earlier if i did not bum too much.

i want to continue my diving, which he doesn't allow me to.

i want to advance my PPDCL which he didn't allow me to.

i need to hit the numbers in the bank account

i want to do a comestic surgery on my eyes

i want to swim everyday

it's never too late to start thinking what i really want in my life.

my life is pretty much more organise. and i tell myself, i will achieve everything that i mentioned within this year.

and perhaps, i will do a change on my character on being honest.

thank you for asking me to go home, what you said was true. it is only in this way that i could actually know what i want. it is true that you are doing this for my own good, and as well as our good. i am really glad you are actually thinking as a future.

ps:// HL, i didn't block you, i was like tempo shut down the blog cos i want to organise the photos of HK trip. u really damn mountain turtle. lol.